Deserving

2026/9/7 GMT-4

Hello, I'm Stickman Charles.

A while ago, I saw a video from a pretty famous investor. He said, "If you don't deserve something, you will never be able to get it. If you don't believe me, you will make a lot of mistakes."

This video got over 10,000 views. There were many comments below it, mostly cheering him on and agreeing with him.

I won't say who he is, because this idea doesn't come from a single person, but from a whole group of people.

In Carol Dweck's Mindset: The New Psychology of Success, there is a question: do you believe you can grow your skills through time and practice, or do you think they are unchangeable?

The fact is, your improvement mostly depends on your own mindset. If you believe it's changeable, you take more chances to learn, and you actually grow faster.

Back to the investor's opinion. It works the same way. If you believe you can't get something you don't "deserve", you probably won't try at all, or you'll try with less confidence. That makes the opinion look true, but only because you proved it yourself. We call it a self-fulfilling prophecy: when you believe something will happen, that belief changes your actions in a way that makes it actually happen.

On the other hand, if you believe your growth can take you to your dream, then even if you don't reach it, you still gain experience and live the way you want.

A few days ago, I took part in the MLH Midnight hackathon. It was my first blockchain hackathon, and the first hackathon of my life. My project was EchoCert Midnight Demo, focusing on private proof of university applications and diplomas.

I prepared for a week before the hackathon started: the idea, the business value, the flow of my introduction video, and the steps I planned to take during the event.

After a few days of waiting, I found out I didn't win a prize in my track. That might look like I didn't deserve it, but if you check my GitHub account, you can see two issues I reported during the hackathon. They're about test token generation and preprod transaction processing. You can tell they affected all the other participants too: the Chrome extension crashes because of Chrome's memory management system (lace #2257), and preprod transaction processing breaks down (midnight-wallet #700).

In this hackathon, I had to learn how to decide what my final project should look like, how much time to spend on unexpected problems, and most importantly, how to record and report an issue properly.

You can't say those skills aren't important. I'll use them again and keep improving them. But first, you need to accept that long-term growth matters more than an instant result.

In fact, it's hard to say whether something belongs to you or not. You can't know before you try. When I first created EchoForge, I never thought I could go this far as a student. The same goes for Stickman Charles.

Your start might be just a simple idea, or just a mistake you made, but it should never be an excuse to avoid challenging yourself and facing the problem.

You only know if you try.

Keep thinking, and take care.

配得上

2026/9/7 GMT-4

你好,我是 Stickman Charles。

前段时间我看到一个视频,说话的是一位挺有名的投资人。他说,不属于你的东西,你怎么努力都拿不到;你要是不信,那就等着一路撞南墙吧。

这条视频有一万多播放,底下留言一大片,基本都在叫好,都在点头。

我不打算说他是谁,因为这个想法不是某一个人的,而是一整群人的。

卡罗尔·德韦克在《终身成长》里提了一个问题:你相信能力可以靠时间和练习长出来,还是觉得它生下来就定死了?

事实是,一个人能长多快,很大程度上取决于他自己怎么想。你要是相信能力可以变,你就会更愿意去试、去学,然后你真的成长得更快。

回到那位投资人的话。道理是一样的。你要是相信自己拿不到那些“不配”的东西,你很可能压根不会去试,或者试的时候心里先虚了一半。于是这句话看上去成真了,但它成真只是因为你自己把它做成了真的。这就是所谓的自我实现的预言。意思是,你相信某件事会发生,这个信念会改变你的行动,最后真的把它变成现实。

反过来也一样。你要是相信自己的成长能够帮助你实现你的梦想,那就算最后没走到,你也攒下了经验,也过上了自己想要的生活。

前几天我参加了 MLH 的 Midnight 黑客松。这是我第一次参加区块链黑客松,也是我人生中第一次参加黑客松。我的项目叫 EchoCert Midnight Demo,做的是大学申请材料和学位证书的隐私化证明。

正式开始前我准备了一周:想法、商业价值、介绍视频的叙述节奏,还有活动期间每一步要怎么走。

等了几天,结果出来,我在自己的赛道里没拿到奖。这看上去像是“我不配”,但你要是翻一下我的 GitHub,会看到我在黑客松期间提交的两个 issue。一个是测试代币生成,一个是 preprod 网络的交易处理。你能看出来,这两个问题影响的不只是我一个人,而是所有参赛者。Chrome 扩展会因为 Chrome 的内存管理机制而崩溃(lace #2257),preprod 的交易处理也会出问题(midnight-wallet #700)。

这次黑客松里,我得学会,也学会了怎么判断最终项目该做成什么样,学会在意外问题上该花多少时间,最重要的是,学会怎么规规矩矩地记录和上报一个问题。

不能说这些本事不重要。我以后还会用到它们,还会把它们练得更熟。但前提是,你得先接受一件事,长期的成长比一个即时的结果更值钱。

其实一样东西到底属不属于你,本来就很难定义。不试,你根本不会知道。当初做 EchoForge 的时候,我从没想过我作为一个学生,能走到今天这一步。Stickman Charles 也是一样。

你的起点可能只是一个很简单的念头,也可能只是一个你犯过的错,但它不该成为你躲开挑战、躲开问题的借口。

试了才知道。

保持思考,保重。